superrrr boring and superrr weird feeling

Dont know why, I still cannot forget the sweet memory with ah wing and the rest of the senior. I keep on revive the moment we eat, laugh, smile together for 3 months. Suddenly, we need to go back to our own life and hard to keep in touch, I felt so sad and the feeling is so weird.

I know, I should go back to my college life. I know, I should be concentrate in my ACCA last 5 paper. I know, I can't always like that, can't always keep on think about the past. After all, the most important things for me is still study right now.
I know we are struggling with the relationship now. When I know I got chance to meet them up once again, I felt so excited and I hope to see them soon. But when the plan was cancelled, I feel so sad and disappointed. I know I should concentrate in my study ady.
SHIRLEY LEW
still, study is my priority.I should get back to college life and continued fight to the ACCA.
Just let all the things as past tence.

Let it be the past...