Super boring day

When I saw my BPP text book, I can foresee that how was the life in the coming 1 year. I cannot really imagine that how can I survive in this coming 5 professional paper. I feel like What The Hell, I totally don;t know what is that talking about, I am blur with this.

I miss all my dear so much <3. When I feel stress, sad , lonely, I will miss them! Miss the time we play,eat, laugh,travel together!I know they are going to Hong Kong without me soon. Actually, I feel quite sad because I cannot follow. Because of the ACCA!!!! I cannot join the trip!!!I hate this knid of feeling!!I hate to become alone,lonely!!!!I miss u all so much!!!