Home sweet

Finally, I was home! The feeling is so good! Just relaxing it! But my holiday only can enjoy for one week! Next week need to go back to the city which give me stress and pressure! I hate the feeling! But I have to go back.cause the revision class start next week! Haiz!! Anyway I will do my best and enjoy tk max!! Haha

After exam holiday mood On..

Finally finally my exam is over.Holiday mood is on!
after exam , first things to do is shopping shoppingand shopping again.
haha.nowadays the younger will do is go to the fitting room try the nice cloth and take picture. Me too.I am also young.
I hope to enjoy it for one month, should I??

After the first paper

I feel like all my energy was use up and I am super tired.

Today is my first paper for P2 exam.

After exam I was super suoer emo, not because the question is hard, just I blame my self why I can't do well in the exam.

The question actually is quite easy and the problem for me is I really not so confident on that answer that I wrote at the answer paper.

That's is suck..!!!!

I can't said the paper is hard ( It doesn't)

I can't said the paper is easy ( I can't perform well)

What a dillema situation for me.!!!
That is super super emo, and I got no feeling to start my studies for next paper (P3)

Well..after this blog I will try to start it..
Must done the things well and never regret it..
Gambateh!!! fight with the reality of the world..

Emoing T.T

That was a super bored and emotional moment for me.

Every time after exam be sure I will emo for a while and normally I will clean my room, pack my things and prepared to go back home after exam.

This time I am clean up my room and pack all the things because I am going to move out from hostel.
It was such a big project for me since I got a lots of things in the room.

Before and After I pack the things.

Yes, I should get back to the reality--> study.

I had been keep on studying and didn't get out from hostel for 1 more months (bored/ no life)

This picture shows that I am looking for the damn boring subject( ACCA P2)..  :(

 



After 2-3 weeks burn midnight oil, the best part is do a mask before I get to sleep at 5am everyday.

Yeah, Mask time..Netrogena deep hydrating mask.

After mask time, get myself ready to study or clean my table and go sleep.

Well, I am really tired at the period of the exam.

I hate the feeling much..

 I am feel so sleepy but I cant go to the bed and sleep cause I will sleep until tomorrow if I do this.

the only way for me is have a short nap on my table with ACCA book.

Hopefully all the knowledge inside the BPP book can go in my brain while I was sleeping..hehe :)

Ridiculous

It was super ridiculous that I can even forgot my blog password. After few times trying I just success to enter to the blog again. =="

Am I super blur ? Yes, I am that king of person that will forgot all the things.

Holiday Start

Wao, my holiday was start today. There are two weeks holiday for me.

I am still not in the mood in travel, but I am in mood in shopping.

I had bought a NIKE PLUS shoe at genting, 3 piece dress at cotton on!!

Haiz, my money was gone...broke broke..

need to decide which tuition centre to tuition the P2 ...haha

fight fight fight!!!!

WAO..tuesday is GRE exam..worry worry worry!!superr worry!

P1,2,3!!!!
I love ACCA so much!!!!!

Miss my life..cause now I got no life..<3

Holiday is coming soon..should enjoy it to maximum, but need to use the holiday to study as well.
Acca I Love u so much..U make my life so bored and dry..

Still struggling on this annoyance????

I am still think of the question and problem until today.

It was the problem which already kacao me for 2 week.

Why I still care on this?

I wonder that why our friendship will become like this.

It let me recall that, that time I console her about the friendship problem, but now I am the one who struling on this problem. I still remember that I said we no need to bother on those people who not treat us as friend.

haiz.Maybe I need sometime to forgot all the things and memory on us.

I believe that "time" can help us to dilute all the memory and problem.

maybe after 1 months, I can suit to the situation on this.

I think we can't be close friend anymore.

thank you very much. I reli treat u as my best friend at the moment we go through anythings.

I tought we can be friend forever but now I believe that nothing is forever.

I am appreciate every moment we go through and it will be my sweet memory in my life.

-Thank you-

Start studying & fighting

I know I should start studying and revision from now. When I doing the BA tutorial which the question already amended by the tutor and we can't even get the answer from book, I feel totally lost. I don;t know how to start to doing the question. My brain is empty and had no idea on it. This feeling is so weird. I start to nervous on it, how could I sit for the coming ACCA exam? Will I look at the question and start blur don't know how to start? I scared on this kind of feeling. I don't like this feeling.

For me to avoid this things happen to me,

<I SHOULD STUDY AND REVISION FROM NOW ONWARD>

what's the problem

I don't know what's the problem to me.

Am I think too much or too stress?

My eyelid was jump for 1 week.

My flu and sore throat had ady 1 week and haven't recover yet.

everynight I also can't sleep well.

God..pls pls pls don't like that.

What's the problem of me? why whywhy??

Stop Shopping..

Everytime after I clean up my room and cupboard, I will feel my cupboard is getting full and full.

OMG, today after I wash and clean up my cloths, I realise that my cupboard is full til can put in any cloths ady.

The best part is, not only this cupboard ,I still have another 4 boxes which is full..XD.,

So, couldn't I stop shopping for half year or 1 year..haha

Cough, Flu, and Fever

Walao, Cough already 1 week. Please, stop it, recover it.

I wanna to sleep well everynight.

I feel super super pain everymorning when i woke up,

I hate this kind of felling.

yesterday night,my new roomate told me about her background. That I knew it, he family background is super super complicated. I can fell like she is keep on lie to me. something is not truth. I can feel it. I think i need to lock all my things from now.Sienxz..Actually I am not the kind of people who didn't have any felling when heart of the pity story. But I can feel that the story she said is not truth..don;t know why.haiz.What a complicated background.

When My dream really come true?---->Pass All ACCA and enter PWC

Yesterday, dinner with sha, karti, pama and Jayne at TBR. At first, I don't think so I will dinner with them,since I was doesn't close with them except sha. Actually they're quite nice people and we talked a lots things.

 After dinner, we walked back to hostel and Sha asked me to go clubbing after the progressive test at mist club. Should I go, I was think on this.!!!haha

Yesterday, I was go settle the feedback things at SBS office and we(jing yi, lily,eve,and I) talked to each others. We talked about our studies,intern moment and etc. Suddenly, I think of my funny senior (wing), Yahor, long time didn't kacao her already. At night I make a call to her, but she wasn't pick up. I think she was quite busy recently, so I didn't called again. Like what I was said last time, whatever past is already past.

Today morning I had attend the PWC opening ceremony at function room. It was awesome when I saw a lots of professional people talk in front and shared their experience to us. PWC!!A company that I hope to enter after I graduate. I talked to Kimberly said, If I cant pass all my ACCA and enter to PWC, this is the time my dream really come true.!!

After the talk, ACCA officer was told us that, they plan to organise a education trip to HK. Wao, I want to go(I talked to kimberly,karyan,and shu yee.) hhaa.That's what my study life, I always think of  Travel and How to enjoy my life. NEVER EVER think of study. Hopefully I can get to join the trip since it was a limited place to get it. I think I will be a very experience trip if I can join it.

At 3pm, the PWC executive director Mr. Tiang was had a lecture series to us. When he talked about the financial intrument, OMG I was totally blur on this. I keep on think of it, why I so blur, why I know it ntg. Why why Why.

One thing I was totally agree with him (he said we must keep on learning and reading to avoid we get out dated) If we are planning to be an accountant, auditor in the future, our basic account must be strong, if not we can't even answer the director or our senior question.

This make me think of my future again. Because until today I was still blur on the P1,2,3. What am I study I really don't know.

How I become a successful person in the future?



superrrr boring and superrr weird feeling

Dont know why, I still cannot forget the sweet memory with ah wing and the rest of the senior. I keep on revive the moment we eat, laugh, smile together for 3 months. Suddenly, we need to go back to our own life and hard to keep in touch, I felt so sad and the feeling is so weird.

I know, I should go back to my college life. I know, I should be concentrate in my ACCA last 5 paper. I know, I can't always like that, can't always keep on think about the past. After all, the most important things for me is still study right now.
I know we are struggling with the relationship now. When I know I got chance to meet them up once again, I felt so excited and I hope to see them soon. But when the plan was cancelled, I feel so sad and disappointed. I know I should concentrate in my study ady.
SHIRLEY LEW
still, study is my priority.I should get back to college life and continued fight to the ACCA.
Just let all the things as past tence.

Let it be the past...

Emoing^-^

I know shouldn't have any feeling now. I am strungling on this kind of relationship, but I still need to get back to where I should be. Studies is still my priority. <3...

Promise to myself,

• I will not still think on it.
• I will let all past memory become the past tence in my life.
• I will not contact you anymore, because we got nothing much to said already.
• just get back to our normal life.
• won't miss u and won't still take care on you anymore. :(

This is what I promise my self. So, start from today I will off my facebook for 1 week. Goodbye my dear (won't miss you anymore), Good bye facebook. Welcome to my study life.

Outing with beloved classmate.

This is the first time I join the classmate out. I feel funny, excited and happy. There are so happy and enjoying there. We all enjoy to take the photo, talk funny things and etc.

After this, we should concentrate in studies and fight with the ACCA. Kimberly just told me, she tend to quit the course and take the P paper outside. Actually, I was think of it last year!!I was think on after the F paper I tend to quit the programme and take it outside. But I dont know whether the outsider will recognise on it or not. Since the F paper I sit for is internal paper. haiz. Confuse on this..Anyway, just proceed it and try my best..ACCA I am coming and kill u soon..hopefully I will not kill by YOU la.

Miss the moment

I miss my internship life, I miss the busy and stressful life. Altough we always been busying of the work but at least we have fun there. I miss the time we go out together, have fun together. Although, we can meet at college and talk to each others a while,but there was not fun, because we are having class, sometime we just have a short talk and need to go back to our own seat,(we are not in same class).

We(trainee) still can meet at college, but then we cannot meet our senior frequently, since they are quite busying in the work and they have their own life as well.
I miss them so much!!<3
wing {I always talk funny funny thing with her, because of her my internship life wont be dry. She is the only senior I always go out audit with. I always do a lots of crazy thing with her, we go carrefour, giant when working hour. we go sunway with client and a lots a lots. She is really like a big sister for me, always take care of me, and talk with me. My face is look fierce, this cause a lots of people not dare to talk with me. Actually I feel quite sad when I heard on this, maybe I need to do some correction on my character. I always thinking that , my fierce look can help me to not bully by people. wing is the one who only ask me to go out andit frequently.}
Ms Tan {When I recall back that time,she didnt bring me to audit the listed company, I was so sad and I feel so disappointed on this.I keep on asking myself,why she even didnt ask whether I hope to go or not. firstly, feel so angry on her.I keep on blaming because of her I can't even have a chance to see the ways of audit a listed company. On that time, I stil remember that Deloitte company had call me ask for the internship, at the moment I really hope to end my intern and go deloitte. After all, deloitte is a big four company and I was not happy and enjoy in the current company as well.},
Miki {I still can remember I will be look for her when I facing the problem on work, actually she is quite potential to become a lec or teacher. She is a very patient girl, every moment I facing the problem I will go to her place and use a super soft tone said: Miki, I need your help!! haha, actually this is my technic. Miki is a super soft girl and always get bully by Ms Hoo, that's what I always heard by other seniors.haha!!.}
Kenny{ A super silent senior, I think I am seldom talked to him last time. The only time I had talked to him because of the term loan,(I dont know how to do and the whole department seniors had went out, at the situation I got no choice and need to ask him) haha!! I still remember after that time, I told wing that the way kenny talked is so fast I can't even absorb what he talked. haha!! On that time, Wing said I was wrong and misunderstanding it. She said the way kenny talk is super low de.!!haha!!I am confuse it, anyway I no need to know it as well, because after that time I never talk to him anymore.hahah!!

Sook han{A super pretty girl in the department. Her look like so pretty and soft. actually I dont know her well, but It is quite unbelievable that she is single, because she is beautiful. haha!! I think this is what kak Aida always talked to me, we are so choosing and the request is so high. Sook han had a super slim body(what I dont have) she eat a lots and a lots especially chocolate but she dont even will gain weight. This is what I jealous.haha!!!!

Ms hoo{ a super super bad,kia su girl.haha!! Actually I dont have any comment on her at all until my last day of intern. After my intern, when I know one of my case, the performance is claim by her I was super super angry. She is one of the senior didnt teach me at all, how dare she is to claim my performance. Stupid fellow. Shame on her.

Lai chern{ I never talk to her before, so I dont know how she was. I was heard from lily she is a very nice person, wing also quite close with her as well. I think we have a similar things is both of ue look fierce.hahah!!

Joey{I seldom talk to her, got one time I was asked about the tax problem to her, I realise that she is so smart and awesome!!She can answer my question without look at any references. COOL..

crazy nite^^

This is the first time I watched movie at mid night and I fall in sleep in the Cinema!!! I was watched Pirates Of The Caribbean: On Stranger Tides on 1.30 AM. Yes, is early morning! I am so confusing that why the ticket all is sold off, why all the shopping centre also full. There was only 1.30am is available.Why all the people like no need to sleep and went for watched movie? Maybe it was friday night and saturday no need to work. Actually the movie is quite nice, but I feel sleepy and I was fall into sleep a while. haha!! This mean I had spent the money to go there for sleep <3...

Tomorrow, I need to go mid valley also, actually I not really wanna to go, because I feel like very bored and no mood to go. It is going to celebrate anusha b'day. I feel like so bad if I was absent on this. Dont know why, I feel like dont want to go, I got no such feeling that "oh yeah, going out with classmate lu hapi hapi" NO..no such feeling...

Super boring day

When I saw my BPP text book, I can foresee that how was the life in the coming 1 year. I cannot really imagine that how can I survive in this coming 5 professional paper. I feel like What The Hell, I totally don;t know what is that talking about, I am blur with this.

I miss all my dear so much <3. When I feel stress, sad , lonely, I will miss them! Miss the time we play,eat, laugh,travel together!I know they are going to Hong Kong without me soon. Actually, I feel quite sad because I cannot follow. Because of the ACCA!!!! I cannot join the trip!!!I hate this knid of feeling!!I hate to become alone,lonely!!!!I miss u all so much!!!

My stupid laptop!!

Yesterday morning, dont know what happen to my stupid laptop! Suddenly, It was totally cannot open, and need to reformat the whole things. I am sad to said that, al my picture and documents were gone!! WTH. I just download the acca past year paper, all gone and I need to download it again!!!
As all my friends also know I am lazy, need to download it again, I wont do this. I will go and borrow from friends and copy it to my laptop!!
Luckily, I had asked wing to sent me the picture when internship, because all the pictures were gone!!
Can I said that yesterday was the most unluckily day in my life. WTH, all the stupid will came together in one day, because of the all stupid problemsss I am rushing here, rushing there to solve it as soon as possible. I am the types of people, I cannot leave the problems to last minutes, I want to settle it soon. Because of this kind of character, I am only eat 2 breads the whole day. I can feel like fucking hungry in the class, and I can hear my stomach keep on warning me, It is hungry ,super hungry!!

A super bad day for me

Yesterday, there was a super bad day for me.
Early morning I was woke up and need to go bursary to settle my student bills. When I was reached there, shit man
The fellow said: your card cannot swap, because there were only can swap maximum 2k can u withdraw RM 200 cash.
I go to the ATM at canteen and withdraw the money, then went back to the bursary, OH NO !!! bursary is not accept cash, sorry for that you need to go ATM change the limit for your card, the stupid official said.
Ok, I go second times to the ATM, change the limit and went back to the bursary again!!!
Girl, you need to change the limit of retail not withdraw!!! Ok, my fault also, go again to the ATM change it AGAIN!!!!
I went back to the bursary again and again!!! The stupid told me, we need to wait for 24 hours to active the system!
WHAT THE HELL!!!ALAMAK , is better you tell me this things 10 years after!! If I am not urgent with it , I wont go bursary 5 times to settle the bills what.stupid!!!!!

One Utama-SS2-Bak Kut Teh-Subang parade

14 May 2011 ~ Go to subang to meet Icess and we go One Utama. This was the second time I step into One Utama. I seldom went to One Utama because there is inconvenient for me. We have our dinner at Chills again.I miss the Honey chicken there. It was nice!!!
The second day, we go eat the Bak Kut Teh at puchong. That's quite unbelievable that got dry and soup bak kut teh there. This is the first time I tried it,~not bad.After this we go Subang parade, I like the "Blook" shop so much, like the cloths,dress there, especially the formal wear there. I keep on told my friends, I were not working now, if not I sure buy it because it was nice!!!!!hahah

Have fun with wing and joanne

13 May 2011 ~ go sunway with joanne, and we meet wing there to have a lunch at fish market. Actually nothing there, we just keep on talking, have fun, joke there. Unbelievable we spent about 2 hours there, and talked a lots nonsence things.wahah.It Is quite funny talked to wing.

Mother's day is coming. I Love You my pretty mummy. I know sometime I was naughty, and do somethings you don't like. I know you are love me and try to give me all the things I request! You are the best in my mind. Love you..

End of training

Finally my internship was ended. Miss all my seniors so much. They teach me a lot, not only about audit knowledge. I had learn a lots from them, I know how to communicate with colleague, how to enjoy my intern life. Besides that, I am happy to know them, to get a new friends. Honestly, I can said out, all my friends are college friends, and hometown friends, I wish to extend my friendship to know some friends which are not in my studies circle.
After this I need to go back to college to continue my studies by next week. The coming ACCA 5 external paper are waiting for me. Now, I can feel the stress is coming for me. I was scared, I worried that I cannot handle it.

internship life

The remaining 7 days for internship. Dont know why, I feel intern is quite nice, maybe my senior is quite nice and funny! I will feel so sad because is going to end the internship and leave my senior soon. Haha, today i went out audit with ah wing, we getting loss at puchong there, because she dont know the actual location of the client place. No need to ask I sure dont know how to get there. haha! We just believe on the garmin and that is quite funny things happen, the garmin keep on said turn left, turn left but then that is actually got no ways to turn left.
Sometime I will feel scared to talk any sensitive things with the senior because I think that my company have a lots politics. All the news will distribute very fast, even the customer service also will get it. Sometime I am thinking why they can get the news in one second, it is so unbelievable. Now I know because of the company intercall. Haha.Today, ah wing talk a lots with me. Through the communication, I can know that they think that I am the playgirl, always go clubbing, go everywhere! Actually I am NOT, I am always in hostel and I am not going club quite often. I will only go clubbing with the close friends. Sometime I know all the colleauge feel that I am fierce, actually I am NOT! U will think that I am the kind of people because of you are not know me well.
Today, sha had asked me to go bernice room to steamboat. But then I dont want to go because I dont think so I got anythings talk to them, I am not even close with karti, and bernice.
Shu yee just ask me want to go club this weekend or not. I know she hope to go club so much, but then I really dont like to go with the friends other than my hometown friends. She just told me that mist club got some event on 29th april and ask me to go. Haha, I was think of it. Actually I want to go clubbing but then is with my hometown friends. Haha, I not dare to go with other friends.

After exaM

Feel so well, after sitting for financial management paper. AFter this lesson I tell myself I will put in as much as possible effort at next semester. I am going to relax for one month, and start flighting to the remaining 5 external paper for ACCA. Good luck to my friends sha for the remaining paper. Nice to study with you. Sha flight for the remaining paper, I will pray for you.
I hope to get a long holiday, go where ever I want to go, eat whatever I want to eat. After studying ACCA I feel so tired and I have long time din't go for holiday. Sometime I keep on asking myself, why? why? why I am choosing ACCA to study? why I will choose this so difficult course? Why I make my life so difficult? Can I temporary stop my study and do whatever I want or get to marry with a guy and become a housewife?
Sometime I don't even know what I want!

Even if I had a million reasons to leave you, I would still look for one to stay!